Cognition.

My Hip Jam of the Moment has supposedly been the only hip jam in a year. I'm trying to figure out which account I have this song on SO I CAN DESTROY IT.


So, lately there's been a lot of talk about gender roles in my life. Psychology class started it off, and then I watched something on Nat Geo (that's National Geographic, and this is the only time I'm going to clarify that), tonight, that reinforced some stuff I've been thinking about.

Gender kind of seems similar to sexuality, to me, in that there is no simple black and white. It's more comparable, in my opinion, to a rainbow. Colors don't start and stop like I tend to draw them (I like rainbows; I am not broadcasting my support for gay pride, even though I love the idea of different sexualities. Rainbows are just cool). They mesh together. One color blends easily into the next, and so on. Red and yellow, to put it simply, makes orange.

So, it's confirmed some stuff I've been confused about with myself. It seems like I'm more masculine than a lot of the girls I know, and I'm not sure if that's maturity, or actual masculinity. It's funny how I confuse the two. I'm not saying that I feel like I'm "in the wrong body," or anything extreme like that. I'm just saying that it seems like I enjoy things that the male gender role would more so support.

I don't know. I don't feel like anything is really off. I just think that maybe the womb I spent nine months in had a slightly higher amount of testosterone in it, compared to the norm.

That's all.

No big deal.

It just had me thinking.